Hi, I’m 19 and Mmy life has been a mess. It’s funny how much you can change your outside, change your appearance, change your confidence, but still see the world in the same dark light.. still hate your insides. I never knew what was wrong with me. It wasn’t insecurity; feeling beautiful and having others feel it too wasn’t a problem. I was charismatic, friendly, energetic. That’s the part of myself I’d show you. But on the inside, I was suffocating, choking beneath all the pressure. My dad wants to be my best friend. My mom wants me to be close with her. Except both […]