honestly, i feel so worthless- like no one even cares. i have people that say they care, but do they sincerely mean it? no. i know it’s a huge lie. if i no longer decided to live, i bet no one would care. no one would cry. why? because i’m worthless and ugly. don’t call me beautiful, because that’s something i’ll never be & i’ve lived with that fact. i feel like such a waste of space…why do i even eat? drink? sleep? i don’t deserve to do any of those….