In 2017 my older brother died in a highway accident. He was my closest friend even if we didn’t talk a lot since he moved out. Our mom and dad were a lot older than the parents of other kids at school. Both of them kept working at their hospitals through everything that’s goin on even though they were both in that 50+ high risk group. Then this f*#king pandemic took them both in days of each other. So broke & alone. Couldn’t afford to stick around even if I wanted to. Don’t even got anyone to call.
Reading therapists’ blogs, I see the same stuff. Suicide is wrong. It’s always a sign of irrational thinking. Suicidal people are sick. They just need the right drugs and behavior therapy. SO, it’s OK to restrain them, force them into wards, and force treatment on them. This only keeps me away from any official “mental health” people.
What upsets me more is being told that because I feel a certain way about life, I AM sick. No lab test. No medical data proving it. Other people get to judge my thinking and feeling as wrong. So, no, I won’t talk to them. I’m willing to have […]