Now dont get me wrong, I dont wish to kill myself, atleast maybe not yet. Y’know I dont have the same pains as everybody else here, I simply have a lack of motivation and feelings. Maybe that’s led me down to this swirling depressing road. God, I feel nothing most of the time, even now I feel nothing while writing this, it just feels like I’m an empty lonely vessel. I know my family loves me, I know my friends love me, but I cant help but feel empty, I’ve always hurt others without realizing it, and once I do? I feel nothing. I feel […]
