I used to be an alcoholic. but I cleaned up my act and I quit 7 years ago. but just a month back I started drinking again. One thing lead to another and I find that I’m drinking everyday. And the old voices come back. They tell me to end it all. That this life is not worth anything. I cant take it anymore. The only reason I’m still alive is because of my mother. She’s very ill and she needs me still. But I dont know how long i can go on.