I don’t remember how many times I set out to kill myself. I do it by not eating. I still drink water. I do it like this because I think if I can will myself not to eat for 30+ days or however long it takes, then it means I really do want to die. Three times I didn’t eat for over 20 days. I gave in and ate because someone convinced me to, but now there’s no one like that around anymore. So I think this time I will really make it.
I’m transgender and a pornstar and an escort. I started doing sex […]
