RebeLsInParadise

Hi guys! its been a long time since i last posted here.,  I got busy being with the company of my family and cousins since they got here for their vacation and everything starts changing then, my outlook in life and my suicidal tendencies seems to slowly to diminished. I’m planning to improve myself and my life by starting a new career in the business process outsourcing but i’am afraid of the outcome, i’m afraid if i don’t make to the industry i would start blaming myself for being stupid and completely destroy myself and my confidence..

i don’t wanna go back being a bummer and […]

i’ve been going to school (College) for 7 years now, i’ve taken up 3 different courses namely Bs Medical technology, Bs Respiratory therapy and Emergency medical service. the reason why im suicidal is because i hate school and i hate my poor decision making and oh im not a kid anymore im 23.

i’ve always end up dropping all my subjects when im in my 3rd year, i don’t know why but there is always this bad situations that keeps on happening and causing me to lose my interest in continuing my studies or maybe because im too lazy to continue doing it. i dont know.. […]

   I hope i can keep my eyes open until i die.

i dont have enough reason to commit suicide so im trying to make everyone hate me and hopefully they will tell me that im better off dead, haha  hmm how bout you? do you have enough reason to commit suicide??

Sucks! its hard to commit suicide when ur always smiling 🙂 one day i’ll die smiling…

Do i look suicidal? blacklistedchard@yahoo.com i can keep a secret so feel free to add me