Today I hit my tipping point into trying again. I will seek one last attempt for help with overcoming how I feel , but I don’t believe it will change the outcome i have planned. I haven’t been a large contributor here but have appreciated everyone’s posts.
Since most of my life I have kept my issues to myself I haven’t ever spoken directly with someone that can relate about shakes.  I go through cycles with depression and typically right before the worst ones I start getting nearly uncontrollable  full body shakes.  These shakes are usual right after a period where I didn’t feel depressed.  Just to be clear these aren’t grand mal seizures but is still for the most part full body and do cause cramps.
I guess in someways I could look at it as an early warning system but nothing I can do helps so it just adds anxiety.  If anyone else experiences anything like this let me know […]