Stop being unhappy with yourself, you’re perfect. Stop wishing you looked like someone else or wishing people liked you as much as they like someone else. Stop trying to get attention from those who hurt you. Stop hating you body, your face, your personality, your quirks, love them. Without those things you wouldn’t be you, and why would you want to be anyone else? Be confident with who you are. If anyone hates you for being happy with yourself then screw them, because you’re awesome just the way you are.
To be completly honest I haven’t the slightest idea of why I’m depressed. Is there something wrong with me? I’ve never gotten any professional help from anyone, cause I don’t want it. But it’d be nice to know what exactly is happening to me and why I want to kill myself.
I’m one of those people that like to pay attention to detail, so natrually I found everything wrong about myself. I’d lie awake at night thinking about all the things I might have done wrong that day and saying to myself “God, you’re an idoit” Whenever someone complimented me, I always thought “they’re just saying that to spare my feelings, they don’t really like me” And i’ll admit, I’m pretty fucked up in the head.
Self harming, or cutting. What a concept man, I love it. Nothing feels better then thinking you can just cut away all these imperfections. And thats what I did. And it […]