I dont even have the energy to write in this. But I have to get this out.
This past year Ive lost myself and my mind.
Ive been diagnosed with PTSD and my mind feels like it is splitting into a multiple personality
I have nothing but dreams of demons trying to take me over and its to the point I dont sleep anymore.
I dont take my medicine. I dont want to be emotionless. I want to feel.
Nobody loves me. Nobody cares. It hurts and Im glad I feel something but this pain in unbearable.
I can no longer go on in this world. I am ready to move […]