I have been thinking about ending my life for a while now. I guess I have been too much of a chicken to finally do it. My mom told me that is a cowardly thing to do and that if something like that were to happen, it will break her heart. I love my family above everything and everyone. They are all I have.
If end up doing it, I know I will make them sad…but I guess this is my last selfish wish.
Usually, thinking about my family keeps me going. But I managed to destroy that one thing.
I am an awful being. I am a tired. […]