honestly all i want to do is feel better. Nothing and no one makes me feel good anymore. I dont want to feel anything. I wish i could be a robot so i could just be numb. I hate feeling like a failure and im going no where in life. All i do is stress people out and make everyone else unhappy. Im a mosquito that just bothers everyone. And i dont want to be a bother anymore, i just want everything to be over.
