I’ve managed it every year for almost the past 3 years—disappearing and pushing everyone away. I thought that I was starting to feel a sense of normalcy again these past 3-5 months, but all of that hope for betterment came crashing down when I—once again—became involved with my ex girlfriend.
We had a terrible relationship for almost 2 years and it was—undeniably—because of me. I believe I’m a narcissist, so I feel like it’s necessary to state that I was in the victim in no shape or form. I remember some of her exact words to me were that “[I] ruined [her] innocence” and made her […]