Ive had a horrible life ffrom the get go. I was bullied and made fun of all thru grade school for my family being poor. Ive been raped. Beaten. I was never taught to deal with emotion just to shut it out and let it bottle up until i explode from it. Â Im insecure and have no sense of self worth. I huffed gasoline for ten years to try and shut out the pains of my lif and it messed my brain up the doctors sad it looked fine on any test they did but i know something s wrong and noone will listen. Â I […]
