I’m tired. I’m tired of having a “syndrome†that makes everything look okay, when it’s far from it. I’m tired of having a “disorder†that I still behave fine, but I’m screaming inside my head. I’m just tired.
I have PCOS, which among other things makes me infertile, fat, sad, and angry.
I have PTSD, which among other things makes me unable to live day to day life in a normal fashion.
When I was very young I was surrounded by my mother, who verbally abused me, my step father, who sexually abused—raped me, and my biological father who was and continues to be a drug addict. I […]