I’m exhausted. neglect, abuse, rejection. Love of my life gone and a new partner the same day. I want to go back to feeling happy. i don’t know how to go, I think im just scared of the process. Today I drank rum and swallowed sleeping pills then went to my roof to jump. I just stared down. All I could think was “will it hurt?” “what will happen after?” “what if I survive?” I’m tired of feeling scared I just want to end this decade […]
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