I wish I had any friends left. It’s my fault. My marriage is so empty and painful and I’ve isolated myself from everyone else. I’m chronically ill and in this weird limbo where my illnesses keep me from being able to work very much and being eligible for disability which has been a huge pain in the ass applying for. I’m going to have to get a lawyer to fight for me and it’s going to take forever before I even know if I’ll get it or not. Who knows if it’ll even be enough to survive on. I barely exist at this point. Everything […]
