sadtallloser

I’ve been reading posts on this website for a while and this is my first post.  I’m in my thirties, but still feel like a little kid.  I hate so much about myself.  I’ve considered suicide since I was in high school, maybe even before that.  Been to counseling and psychiatrists for a good portion of my life.  I know what they’re going to say but it never really sinks in or works for me.  I don’t know if I’m too stubborn, stupid, scared, or just suck.  All of the above?  Probably.  My husband is divorcing me, I’m going to A.A. for alcoholism, and my […]