This feeling of numbness takes over,
Emotions no longer exist,
No happy, no sad, no scared and no mad,
And the numbness I cannot resist.
It follows me around like a shadow,
It’s dark and gloomy and dull,
Like a storm cloud hovering over my head,
And the huge world around me makes me feel small.
Living is a struggle that cannot be compared,
And everyday things are complex,
But I manage to get around and do things I love,
Though to do them are difficult projects.
Day by day and night by night,
The numbness never leaves,
Depression is hard and it weighs me […]
Samantha
Samantha
My name is Samantha Sue. I am 16 years old. I am anorexic, bulimic, depressed and suicidal. People would say there's nothing wrong with my life, and there probably isn't, but my past experiences have just messed everything up. I can do nothing but take life one day at a time because I'd rather live in misery than make other people grieve for my eternal action. I believe in evolutionism and I am a huge science nerd. I socialize better with older or younger people rather than people my age. I love animals, my favorite is an elephant. I love to read, draw, write stories/poetry and listen to music.
I dream of a world where people can just try to understand each other, rather than judge them for their problems. A world where no one is criticized for who they are and what they love. Unfortunately, a world of peace doesn’t exist.
I dream that I am on my own planet, where there is no misery, violence, hatred or discrimination, with only my closest friends, family members, animals and people who get me. Like I said… I dream. If only dreams could come true for those of us […]