Ive wanted to kill myself ever since my rape at age 13. I havent admitted it to many, and the few I have I regret. Ive attempted a total of 2 times. Once I took enough meth that I figured tearing off my skin would be a good idea. I have scars from where I tried to dig a blade into my leg from that night. My brother found me, kept me safe and when I came back to my senses I never thought Id ever cry like that in my life. That was the day I decided to get clean and accept myself. The […]