I’m 14 years old.. i know that’s really young. But I’ve been hospitalized 5 times this whole year. I’ve attempted suicide 10 times. everything is so hard. I try so hard to be happy.. that’s all I want! is too be happy.. I have no friends in high school. my dad hates me.. i know he does because he told me. he said I was a mistake.. that I cause too much problems for him. i never meant to cause problems for my parents. my mom suffers because of me. it’s so hard to go on anymore. I’ve self-harmed since the 4th grade. “Sarahi, kill yourself […]