So, I’ve been homeschooled for like a month, and mom is making me go back. But I’m not ready for it. I’m scared to see the people that bully me. I just want to be alone , and I wish I didn’t have to go to school. I don’t want to see or deal with anyone, and that includes my friends. When I tell my mom I’m not ready for school, she’s like well its gonna take 2 weeks for the homeschooling paperwork to go through blah blah blah.. Is there any way I could change my moms mind, and let me keep homeschooling??
I feel that I am a waste of space, I don’t fit in with everyone else around me. I feel that I don’t deserve to be alive. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. I’m sure nobody would notice that I’m gone.
So, last year around my birthday (which is November 3rd), I became severely depressed. I told my mom about all of this, and she took me straight to my doctor. I was put on depression meds. Ive gotten so depressed that ive cut myself, and i want to kill myself.I can’t tell anyone, because if I get put in a hospital or something, my dad will find out and take me away and make me live with him in New York. Anyways, I want to kill myself because i feel like I’m a waste of space and life would be better for everyone else if […]