I am a 20 year old female, struggling through life and unsure what my future holds. I am currently in college and have been with my significant other for about two years. I have had two miscarriages and it’s been eating me alive inside. He does not understand the pain nor does he try to understand, and he is the only one who knows because I couldn’t bring myself to tell my family about it. I am so broken and have been suicidal/depressed since I was a young girl in elementary school. I am just at the point in life where I do not want […]
I’ve struggled with suicidal thoughts since I was in elementary school, I’ve never attempted.. but I can’t turn to any friends or family because they just wouldn’t understand.. all I feel is helplessness, worthless, but other than that I’ve been numb since I can remember for no reason at all. I want to give in to the pain and end it all