I made it through my emergency operation
I guess I should be happy that I’m still alive
But I’m not
Emergency surgery
Just another emergency surgery
Okay so I’ve been asked to share my story and here it is.
I am a 17 year old female and I have cancer.
I was diagnosed about this time last year and I was told that I have a 75% chance of surviving. In November I had my right leg amputated, just above the knee. I am still on chemo.
When I was about 13-years old, my best friend died. This had a major impact on my life. I couldn’t eat, sleep or even talk to anyone. My parents started taking me to a psychologist but it didn’t help. I was taken to a specialist and i […]
There’s once thing that has kept me going through the years and that’s BMTH [bring me the horizon]
Their music speaks to my soul.
I strongly urge those who are struggling to just take a listen to their new song ‘drown’
It’s so relatable
I know I’m dying and they know it too but they’re too afraid to face reality
Why do I have this sudden urge to take a blade to my wrist? It’s as if I just need to see the trickle of blood flowing from my wound. Why do I have the need to feel the burn as the blade pierces my skin? This isn’t a new feeling, but every time I want to fulfil my desire, the feeling just goes away. Why do I feel this way anyway? As soon as I build up the courage, the minute the blade touches my skin, a pleasurable sensation is sent down my spine. As I arch my back to take in the sudden […]