I made a concerted effort to kill myself which resulted in a DUI and landed me in the ER. Still trying to find a way to be sucessful. Im afraid ill be brain damaged or something that wont get me there. Not sure anout slitting mh wrists. Thougjt about renting a storage facility and parking my car in it leaving the motor running. However newer cars the emissions have been improved. I dont have the courwge to find a gun.
I have spent the last two weeks in bed. I have no desire to get out of it. I feel like i am dead but still alive. I am worthless and dont deserve anything. I was the last born in a family of five. My parents had me late in life. My brother who was twelve when i was born was murdered. My brother had a friend that was dealing drugs and setting fires. He was going to testify against is fromer friend. His family had my brother killed. He was struck a car late one night and died of massive head and chest. It […]
I wont ever commit suicide but i think about it a lot. I am a 42 y/o gay man and i feel all alone. I am the youngest of a family of five
And i was born late into my family. My oldest brother was murdered when i was four and it tore my family apart. I lost my dad to cancer when i was 12 and my mom when i was 32. The only family i have is my sister her two kids. My sister and oldest niece has nothing to do with me. My youngest niece is the only one who is involved […]