I’ve never really allowed myself to think about suicide. Whenever a friend asked me my opinion on it, I’d say it was extremely selfish for the people around you. You take your pain away and transfer it to everyone you knew. But even as i said those words I always had a seed of doubt, wouldn’t it just be easier to die? I never finish anything. Maybe I don’t wanna finish living my life, I give up too easily, thats true, one of my many faults, but recently, I don’t know when exactly, I acknowledged my pleasure in thinking about suicide, I’ve been trying […]
