But there is no easy way to go !!
At best, with a train I have less chance to miss myself if I only put my head and not the body over the track.
But I dont want to disapear and leave a melon head exploded behind…
And poison is too painfull apperently !! Sad because I have a mortal plant that I could eat, but again it’s too painfull…
Jumping from high enough would be hard, there is no high enough arround here even in the big city… And I will end like with the train, a smashed thing on the floor. So pretty…
