ok lets try this again. mon at 1040 pm just got off line talking with a three four people on plenty of fish pof i feel as though am doing something wrong talking with three different people and to be honest Michelle i dont know what am doing am 38 I dont know how to be friends with a girl I dont know how to date people my age I fumbe threw confersations becuase i dont even now how to hold a conversation more thatn half of my life is a drunkin druggy blurr thats why i feel so intimadated and lost and thats why […]
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Shadowrye
Shadowrye
37 year old male been raped and abused as a child and a teen I watched my 14 year old gf get ran over by a drunk driver and have never really experienced love because of it (my past) due to the rape i have extreme intimacy issues and the mental illness doesn't help. PTSD border line personality disorder. I live in upstate ny and Ive hated everything about myself and were i live but I cant hold a job or function in society so am left with this.