Why does have to go down this road
Wasn’t it suppose to be full of happiness??
Nope, just fucked up people doing fucked up shit
Not giving a fuck if anything happens
All they care about is themselves
Amused by your own pain
They don’t know
They don’t care
Why should they mess with feelings like that?
God, take me out of this world
Can i be somewhere else?
Why am i feeling this way
Was life meant to be painful
I thought i was a precious gift from your parents
Its suppose to be joyful
Happy
Pure
Exciting
But its actually a living nightmare
I didn’t know i could despise people so much
Even the ones i love
Im letting them down
Including myself
I just want to get better
Thats all
I don’t want to fall in this massive abyss of sadness
But it feels like i’ve been tumbling
I want to change
But can i escape this depression?
So this certain thing had to happen
Does everyone go through it?
Why? Why must they feel such pain?
For one person…
They came in,
Wrecked our minds
But we had the decency
To think about them
Dream about them
Start loving them…
They’re the wind to our wings
The Sun on our cloudy day
But he’s my sunshine
The gold in the rough
Im delirious
Smiling about him in the day
Crying about him at night
I can’t sleep or function
What should i do?
Kill myself?
He’s no ordinary
He’s extraordinary
Is this Love?
Could be, how am I suppose to know
My […]
It may look like we have everything
Everything should be perfect so you can live the best life….
Wrong
Sometimes all you need is support and happiness
I can tell for some people, they have all that
As for me
I just want to be happy…
I don’t know what to do anymore
Im still wondering wrong
Nothing can help me
Not a lyric or a song
But I’m still wondering why
Should i fall or should i fly…