I dont have a job.  A close family member died in the last couple of years. I miss them terribly. In the aftermath, there’s been a falling out with some siblings which hurts as well. My long term partner broke our relationship suddenly. I’m in danger of losing my home.  My self esteem is rock bottom and I’m finding it very difficult to cope.
I just dont know what to do or where to turn. Suicidal thoughts are increasingly part of my thinking. I struggle with it everyday, trying to overcome it but feeling completely weighed down by all that’s been going on.