I always come back to this place no matter what. I’ve lived happily in life after suicide attempts and going to treatment and actually enjoyed happiness for the better part of two years. However, no matter the amount of therapy, no matter the medication, no matter the meditation, no matter the physical exercise, I always end up back here. I could try to get back up and keep going again and it might be the time that I prevail but I choose not to. I choose to let go. To let go of this life and everything in it. I wonder at times about future […]
