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silentlysearching

I was raised in the country and was very sheltered. I was bullied as a kid but did not know how to fight for myself. When my mom found out she yelled at me saying how could I be so stupid and not stand up for myself. I cry a lot because I realized I need affection but don't receive any. I am a good child in my family. I have a bright future and am a good sister to my siblings. I never open up to my family about what is going on in my life because I don't want to burden them with my "silly" woes.

Quiet desperation

by silentlysearching 5/5/2013

written by silentlysearching

I am trying by myself to figure out what is wrong with me why I feel so sad and have such dark thoughts about death and just..why? I want to talk to someone about me and why am I so twisted? What did I do to deserve these feelings that are slowly killing me inside. The words that are not being said. The tears that are being stifled for fear of being found out that yes I am depressed and need help. I want help but at the same time I don’t want to be a burden. I hate my body. I hate how ugly […]

5/5/2013 3 comments