Yesterday was my birthday and it was supposed to be a happy day but as I blew the candles out I wished for death. I wish that I would die that day that I wouldn’t wake up that I didn’t have to be alive anymore that something would put me out of my misery. This time I had a great birthday I had all the means to be happy, but for some reason no matter how good the birthday was there was an extreme overwhelming, feeling of numbness of misery of loneliness, and I just wanted to run in away from it all. I was […]
