i’ve always been a loner
that girl in the back of the room standing awkwardly by herself
i’m never going to end up with anyone. i am much too weird.
my best friend is sick of me. i have a suicide scare on a weekly basis.
except now i think i’m truly done.
my family life isn’t even horrid now. i’m getting along fine with them.
i have supposed friends.
but i am that person who is just constantly /there/
i don’t do anything
i can’t picture a future for myself
i am so done.
i think i want to drown myself in a bathtub, but i have to figure out how to do it so […]