I can’t fight the urge to end this life. This is a dream that I can’t wake up from. But you always wake up when you die, right? When I look back at my life I don’t see anything. My memories fade as quickly as they’re created. The pain inside me erases everything. Like passing a magnet over a hard drive, it sweeps across me and leaves a blank empty shell. Pain has become the only feeling I experience. It defines me. It preys on me. I see so much beauty in the world. I understand it, but I can’t feel it. Colors dulled. Life […]
The pain grows inside
Every day getting stronger
It wakes the fear that I hide
Take this life, take all I have
I don’t feel real
And these wounds
With time won’t heal
All these secrets that I keep
The nightmares that torment me
While I sleep
Take this life, take all I have
I’m broken inside
My time wasted
Failing to live
So take this life
It’s all I have to give
The sound of your voice
Echoes in my dreams
My god what have I done
I still hear your scream
I don’t feel real
And these wounds
With time won’t heal
Take this life, take all I have
There’s nothing left
To keep me alive
I feel her waiting
For me to lay beside her
She’s here inside me
A face […]
My heart beats so hard
Trying to break
Out of my chest
Seeing your eyes
In my dreams
All I hear is your last scream
No words of hope
No tears of sorrow
All I hear is your voice
That terrible scream
Now you won’t be here tomorrow
It’s all my fault
I lost control
The pain inside
I’ll never be whole
Our lives shattered
Like the glass on the pavement
Twisted metal envelopes us both
I wake up to see your lifeless face
Open your eyes
Open your eyes
Please baby
Just open those beautiful eyes
I see the blood
Seeping out of your ears
Your life taken
At 21 years
It’s all my fault
I lost control
The pain inside
I’ll never be whole
Every day I wish for death
That you might […]
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