as of lately i have realized that i have not hidden the fact that i want to die. i have realized that it resides on the way my face rests and the way my eyes shadow darker every day. the way i carry myself and the way i talk about my future. the way i act and rashly make decisions. it’s not hidden and its out in the open. upon figuring this out, i have asked myself why my mom doesnt see it. why she doesnt,,,,,look. and i realized that she does see it. she sees it clearly but does not do a thing. she […]
