I really can’t handle the pain anymore. It’s like a black void in my chest that hurts but makes me numb at the same time.
I can’t take the constant tears. I don’t even know what it’s like to be “happy.”
I’m tired of feeling lost. I wish I could go home, but I don’t have one.
What’s the point? People tell you, “oh don’t kill yourself, you’ll just hurt those who love you,” but what about ME? I’ve been hurting! Why do I have to live in pain, just to satisfy others?
Why can’t I just disappear and make the pain stop, make everything stop?
After long years of struggling and […]