For the past 6 months I’ve been suicidal, and since perhaps, 3-4 years back I’ve always thought my death would be by suicide, sooner or later. In august last year, I began studying at uni, to become a nurse. I’ve never had many friends – or rather, I can only recall 2 good friends in my entire life, and I lost them both. So I’ve been lonely, for most part of my life. I was bullied extensively at school, I don’t know when it began – perhaps even at kindergarten. I honesly don’t really remember much of my life, I don’t want to remember. I […]