Its a feeling of falling… the thumping in your chest, the clenching of muscles…
I dont know where else to turn to anymore… i dont feel its depression anymore.. its a constant state of loneliness… I culd be standing in a room full of people, yet i will never feel more alone…
When i see happy people, others laughing, others interacting..socialising, it makes me free fall into the pit of emotion… i put on the mask for work, begging that i can out it off, and not loose it, it being the only thing i have left in my life, it being the only thing that keeps […]