today was a bad day. im 30 years old and was raised by a emotionally selfish mother who was drunk and high my whole childhood. i was the fat kid in school and got in a lot of fights. ive been alone forever. i never really had anyone love me. im tired of being alone. ive been alone so long i dont really know how to communicate with real people anymore.
my mother was and is addicted to opiates. darvocet percocet etc. and she drank. she would take me and my little sister out with her to friends houses to drink and party. one night she […]