So i have devised a couple of plans, but never gone through with them. However this one occasion I did it on the spur of the moment. I had already got the worst possible results I could have imagined and as soon as I told my dad who had spent a fair amount on my education I knew how disappointed he was. He took me to the army office and decided that I should enroll. I still tried to keep myself together even though I could feel myself crumbling inside already having broken down once in front of my tutor that day. I couldn’t figure […]
I came here thinking I would actually try to talk through my thoughts. I have plenty at the moment. I know that I am a failure. My results speak for themselves. My memory isn’t what it’s used to be and I am pretty sure I am just as stupid as I thought at the beginning of it all. Life just seems like one long endless journey. I feel so empty inside. I know my dad looks at me with disappointment all the money he has spent and I couldn’t live up to my potential. He still pays for me even after failing. I know he […]