First some background:Â I am 22, come from a poor country, born into a large, realtively wealthy family (compared to the surroundings). In that sense, i am actually a very lucky person, having both financial and family support available to me. Never had close friends, or many friends at that (they were considered my friends mostly by others, as I never felt a strong connection to anyone, especially family) .
I always showed a “normal” face to everyone (again, including family), trying to approximate what they would expect my responses would be to any situation, so as to avoid letting anyone know what I think at any […]