Wow. I never expected to be here. In the past I’ve never felt this way. I mean, I’ve never wanted to kill myself. But recently, it’s just hit me like a wave of depressing thoughts. It started in the back of my head, and slowly it’s moved forward. Now it’s all I can think about. The worst thing is that I don’t know why I’m thinking these thoughts. People say ‘It’s just your age’ or ‘It’s the hormones’ but I know it’s not (I’m 15 by the way). I can’t eat anymore. I’m just not hungry. I’m not full either. I’m just…. nothing. I pretended to […]