soulallow

Just, hm, I’m brazilian, so, sorry for my english :/

I’m trying so hard, but everyday I wake up I think that might break and I hate me, I fucking hate me for failing to stand up.
Thanks to all of you who are trying to help me, but idk if I can go on anymore.
I feel so fuckin sad, so lonely, so tired of everything.
idk why people have to hurt each other, idk, maybe that let them better, I just dk.
Today I lost myself, hurt myself again, i have done it again and just, idk.
Last week I almost died of overdose, […]

I tried to kill myself and I still want it. I’m broken, torn, unfaithful,and no one else can see it.
Idk what to do anymore. I can’t cry anymore, I can’t do it, as much I want it, as much I try, I can’t. It’s hurt and break me slowly. I’m so desperate. I just need help, just someone to hear me, to help me and understand me.