I am sitting here with a cup of water, a pill bottle of 28 mirtazaphine sleeping pills. Each is 15mg, totaling to 420mg. I am contemplating whether or not I should kill my self, and I’m pretty sure I’m gunna end up doing it in an hour or so. I’ve been thinking things over the past few nights, and I am not in a bad family environment or bullied or anything. I’ve destroyed my relationship with my parents, my mom is all I really care about. My step dad is not at all like me, he adopted me, but we have nothing in common. I […]
