No energy. No will. So tired. All the things I used to enjoy seem just a faded memory. Over the last two years, I’ve isolated myself and withdrawn from anyone I cared about and who cared about me. I’ve no one to tell, that I want to burden. They shouldn’t have to put up with a middle-aged knob who’s quit living. I can’t tell my dad, as it would be the crowing achievement as a failure in his eyes. My sister and I aren’t close. To her I’ve always been selfish and irresponsible. My best friend…more like a brother really, I’d just be ashamed to […]
