Well today I am 46 and life still sucks. Every night when I go to bed I pray I won’t wake up again, but again I wake up and the misery starts again. I’m tired of people telling me chin up things will get better. Well assholes nothing has gotten any better! I still feel unwanted and invisable to the world. My “friends” tell me how wonderful I am and that I will find the right person when I stop looking, if I stop looking how will I find this person?! Have they every been truly lonely in their lives? Do they know how the emptiness […]
