Oh boy….
Where to begin?
No job, no place to live, and it feels like I’m all alone in the world. I know I’m not… I’ve siblings, a daughter and a few close friends ( mainly just the one), but none of them understand what it’s like in my head. Every thought is either “you’re not worth it”, “you’re not good enough”, or best yet “why would anyone care about you?”
I’ve contemplated suicide quite a bit lately. What’s the point in continuing an existence that leaves me feeling vulnerable and exposed? This would be the last thing I write, but i still have things to […]