The first time I contemplated suicide I was around 7 or 8, nothing serious, just a “I wish I could die” thought that came and went. It has kept coming, with more freqency and ferver, for the last 23 years. I place no blame for my descision on any person or entity. The world is what it is, and I made every choice along the way to this post on my own. I was diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety at 15, I have done more thereapy than any man should. I have enough knowledge of medications to feel like I could prescribe them. I […]
