I’m sorry to everyone I’ve hurt or been mean to I’m sorry that I’m such a mess up and that I’m beyond useless that I’m just a boy who sits around being sad cutting himself I’m sorry that I can’t not mess up a situation that I make everyone’s lives worse that I’m trash and honestly deserve to just die I’m a fuck up and that’s all I’ll ever be
This feeling I hate it the feeling of someone denying the truth bc they believe it’s a lie when it’s not it’s just honestly terrible and I don’t like it bc I wish it could be seen from my side so you could see I mean it I mean it more than ever I know it’s difficult but I just I wish it wasn’t denied bc it sucks so much I just…I just wish you understood that when I say I love you I mean it so much so so so much please understand that.
Tbh I missed this site a lot I used to be on it all the time but I left it bc I felt it was something I had to do but I’m back and if anyone ever needs to talk or vent just comment but anyways I’m back from the dead I missed everyone but it’s nice being back on here.